from a blind date with just names to trading "hi's" on myspace, to writing songs in five eight with smiles all on our face, from a goodnite kiss to the your place or my place? sittin by a fire place admiring acquired tastes, tiring of this trial phase, unfazed by my tries to play, or so i thought, cuz i ain't seen you in like five days, called to apologize saw the errors in my ways, when you finally picked up you didn't say hi the same, you started to cry a name, and then you hung up with a violent clang, when i called back you told me never to call again, and then i was so lost i got my ball point pen, left a note on you door saying if not now then when, i thought that this was were our road began, i'm okay with just laughing as i hold your hand, i shouldn't rush nothin' just lemme be your man, but when your dad came out with the gun i ran, now i've lost track of the sundowns since i last came around that house with a rundown fence it was never explained to me in a way that made sense, talked to a few of your friends, referred to you in the past tense, sayin how weird i am but never attesting to your abscence, i can't stand this, how our love was transient, just a fleeting moment that is never again happening, it's time to pack it in, i guess i gotta move on, don't wanna let go but this is what i figured you want, so i left and set off to find a new haunt, picking up the pieces of you and me leftover from these loose thoughts
few years later i came back with another note, put it on your door if you got it i'll never know, maybe you discarded all my hopes, but i put my soul into them words so i hope you read what i wrote:
i think of you when i hear our time signature, i think it's true i might not be a good listener, if i saw you right now you would be a welcome visitor, i'm insecure insofar as i am singular, here are my integers, call em if ya need em, get in touch with someone you left beaten and defeated, if you would've let me i'd be everything you needed, but i guess you got away so this is mission: incompleted
From Johannesburg, South Africa, terrence? delivers an EP of gorgeous soul and moody hip-hop surrounded atmospheric production. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 13, 2022